The Lavender Vest, Part Two: Frogging, Feelings, and My Impending Villain Era

The lavender vest has been frogged three times.

Three.

If this yarn had any self-respect, it would’ve filed for a restraining order by now. But no. We’re "committed." This vest is officially less about knitwear and more about "personal development," which feels like a targeted attack. I just wanted a cute layer. Instead, I’m apparently unearthing "character growth." Gross.

Knitting: The Gateway to Accidental Introspection

When I knit, my brain goes off-leash. Sometimes it’s plotting world domination. Sometimes it’s wondering why I said that one awkward thing to a friend in 2004. Mostly, it’s a full-blown corporate retreat for my business.

My hands are doing a basic stockinette while my brain hosts a board meeting. I’ll be halfway through a row thinking:

  • What systems am I neglecting now?

  • Why am I not "engaging" with my online people more?

  • Is this a nesting reflex or just insecurity wearing a productivity hat?

ADHD is a blast like that. Knitting doesn’t actually silence the committee in my head. It just gives them a slightly softer place to sit while they yell at me.

The Workshop Hangover

I gave a workshop on February 25th. I think it went well. I think. People were into it. The feedback was good. It felt solid.

And then, right on cue, the Internal Review Board showed up. You know these absolute joy-killers. They don't just critique. They conduct a forensic audit of your soul.

"Sure, they liked it, but could you have been clearer?"

"That slide was a mess."

"Was your authority 'clear' enough, or did you just sound like three raccoons in a trench coat?"

"Did you overtalk? (Yes.)

"Did you underdeliver? (Probably.)"

I tell myself it’s "refinement instinct," but let’s be real. Sometimes refinement is just doubt with better branding and a clipboard. So, instead of hiding in my usual "safe" work tasks, I decided to actually follow my own advice. I asked AI (Bob, because of course he has a name) to help me engineer five balls of lavender wool into something that isn't a tent.

The Vest of Mildly Aggravating Personal Growth

The plan was simple. A minimalist, open-front vest. Thigh-length. Dramatic slits. High-low hem. Subtle waist shaping. You know. "Casual."

For years, I’ve lived in boxy, shapeless clothes. Safe shapes. No risks. But lately? I’m tired of hiding. Not in my business, not in my creativity, and definitely not in my closet. I decided this vest would "skim" instead of "float."

And that’s when the drama started.

The I-Cord Incident

Version one bowed at the edges. The attached i-cord was too tight and pulling inward. My first instinct? The classic Pivot.

"Seed stitch would be prettier anyway."

"Maybe I don’t even like minimalism."

But Bob did something very annoying: he was helpful. He calmly suggested that maybe "pivoting" out of frustration is just a habit I have.

Rude. Accurate, but rude.

How many times have I changed direction just because things got a little friction-y? Instead of redesigning the whole vest to hide the mistake, I frogged it. I restarted. I loosened the tension. I stayed the course.

It worked. That wasn’t just a knitting win. That was a "stop running away from minor inconveniences" win.

Frogged Three Times (And Sadly Improving)

  • Version One: Too drapey.

  • Version Two: Great structure, but those "choking" edges.

  • Version Three: Balanced. Intentional. Might actually fit? (Don't look at it too hard. I don't want to jinx it.)

Each restart wasn't a failure. It was a refinement. It mirrors the workshop. It mirrors the business. You don't scrap the whole vision because of a tension problem. You just adjust the stitch.

Comfort Zones and Purple Wool

I’ve spent years wearing clothes that help me disappear. Big. Loose. Safe.

This vest acknowledges I have a waist. It moves. It has intention. It feels mildly rebellious, which is pathetic for a piece of knitwear, yet here we are. Knitting this while spiraling about business systems has been oddly poetic. Every time I think "I should show up more," I’m literally knitting something that won't let me hide.

AI: The Co-Pilot Who Won't Let Me Quit

I still knit every stitch. I still chose the yarn. But having Bob there for the gauge anxiety and the neck-roll drama kept me from derailing. For the ADHD brain, the gap between "this is annoying" and "I'm quitting forever" is where projects go to die.

Bob closed that gap.

Where We Are Now

  • 4.0 mm needles.

  • Beautiful lifted increases.

  • Calm i-cord edges.

  • A vest that is framing me instead of swallowing me.

World domination? Still pending. Self-discovery? Unfortunately in progress. Lavender wool? Thriving.

Stay tuned for Part Three. Until next time friends...

The Red Hat That Freaked Out the Nazis

Hi friends. It’s hard to know where to start lately.

I’m Canadian, and I’ve been watching my neighbours to the south go through things that are, honestly, horrifying. The kind of stuff that makes your stomach drop because you can feel how fast fear gets normalised. I can’t pretend I fully understand what it’s like to live inside that every day, but I do know this: when people’s rights and safety start getting messed with, silence helps the wrong side.

My dad was a WWII vet. He watched the early signs of what was coming, and he signed up anyway. Not because he loved war, but because he didn’t want his future kids living in a world run by cruelty, propaganda, and people addicted to power. So when I see history rhyming, I don’t want to look away.

And as a fiberartist, I keep coming back to this truth: our crafts have never been “just crafts.” They’ve always carried meaning. Sometimes comfort. Sometimes identity. Sometimes straight-up defiance.

Which brings me to one of my favourite stories of quiet resistance.

Imagine this: a knitted hat as a protest

During World War II, when Norway was occupied by Nazi Germany (starting April 1940), ordinary people needed ways to show unity without getting hauled in for it. Big gestures were dangerous. So they did what humans always do under pressure: they got smart and subtle.

In Norway, one of those subtle symbols was a red, knitted, pointed winter cap with a tassel. It’s often called a nisselue (or rød topplue).

The guardian of the farm: the Nisse

This hat wasn’t invented as a protest symbol. It was already part of Norwegian culture.

The red cap is tied to the Nisse, a gnome-like guardian figure in Norwegian folklore, connected to farms, home, and Christmas traditions. Nisser are basically always pictured in that bright red cap.

So when the occupation tried to crush Norwegian identity, the hat became more than a cute folklore thing. It became a flag you could wear on your head.

A silent, colourful rebellion

People started wearing the red nisselue as a way of saying: we’re still us.

It wasn’t loud. It wasn’t violent. But it was visible. Teens wore them in the streets. Artists put red-hatted nisser on Christmas cards alongside very Norwegian imagery and phrases like “God norsk jul” (“Good Norwegian Christmas”). Those cards were not subtle, and authorities treated them like open defiance.

There was also a broader crackdown on national symbols around that time. In late 1941, there were bans around using the Norwegian flag and its colours in ways authorities considered “demonstrations” against the occupation.

So yes. A red knitted hat could absolutely be seen as a political act.

The 1942 ban: “Stop wearing the red hats”

The red hats spread so widely that police in Trondheim basically said, “Okay, that’s enough.”

A notice dated February 23, 1942 warned that use of red toppluer had increased so much it was now considered a demonstration. The ban would apply starting Thursday, February 26, 1942. Hats could be confiscated, people could be punished, and for children under 14, the parents could be held responsible.

Let that sink in for a second.

Not a weapon. Not a poster. Not a protest march.

A red knitted hat.

That’s how fragile authoritarian control is. It panics over symbols, because symbols spread faster than orders.

And of course, the knitters pivoted

Norwegians didn’t stop resisting. They adjusted.

After the crackdown, you start seeing Christmas cards with nisser wearing hats in yellow, blue, or green instead of red, or cards that play games with the symbolism.

And alongside the hats, people used other quiet symbols too, like the paperclip worn on lapels, meaning “we are bound together.”

The pattern is always the same: when people are threatened, they find each other. When speech is controlled, they communicate sideways.

Knitting the resistance today

There’s something deeply grounding about touching this history with your own hands. Casting on stitches that someone else once knit under threat is not just “making a hat.” It’s choosing to remember. It’s choosing to pay attention.

If you want to add this to your project list, here a great Ravelry option:

Melt the ICE Hat  by YarnCultMN: a modern pattern inspired by the same red-hat symbolism, published January 2026, written for DK and worsted weight, with 200–250 yards listed.

(All proceeds from the sale of this pattern go to the immigrant aid agencies who will distribute the funds to those impacted by the actions of ICE)

Closing: what do we do with any of this?

I don’t have a neat little bow to tie on this, because real life isn’t neat.

But I do believe this: as citizens of the world, we don’t get to outsource our morals. The best we can do is stay awake, stay curious, stay connected, and use whatever we have to push back against dehumanization, everywhere. Sometimes that looks like donating, calling reps, showing up for a neighbour, supporting journalists, or protecting someone who’s being targeted. Sometimes it looks like building community so people aren’t isolated. And sometimes, yes, it looks like making something with your hands that says: you are not alone.

Because history doesn’t just remember the loud heroes. It remembers the millions of ordinary people who refused to let fear become normal.

Until next time friends...